What will happen?

What will happen? What will you do?

If you came to that state in life where you don't know who you are anymore and you feel like a robot.. breathing, eating, drinking, and do other activities but you just feel empty.. Feels like you have lost your soul.

Then out of nowhere, love came and filled your life over what you could have imagined and you feel very happy until you can't feel that pain and emptiness anymore.

But then... you found out that, that love is forbidden. They're taking it away from you and say "don't, this is not for you". What will happen next? What will you do?

(Its storming outside and the weather is very gloomy.. so I'm just being dramatic and imaginative)